March 21 2014

Since the last few days of making my decision to sell marykay I have noticed a tremendous change in my attitude about myself. I am so much more excited to feel pretty. I have more energy because I feel happier. I am thriving on what my future holds and knowing I am 100% in control. It's also scary being in control of my future and having no one else to rely on. The kiddos have been feeling all sorts of cooped up from this awful winter we've had, I am no shorter of that feeling.  Today was such a nice day. We went out for a walk and it was great to get out and enjoy the sun!! Owen fell down some stairs and cut his head open for the first time. That was messy but boys will be boys. And it was nothing a bandaid couldn't fix. It's been a really good last couple days. And I know there will be more to come. I have been getting ahead of my schooling and planning for bigger and better things for this little family of mine. 

A long time ago...

I have been putting off my blog posts for a long time!! I have been in such a rut lately, mentally, but I am overcoming this! Being a stay at home mom is seriously the hardest job I've ever had. It is mentally draining! I love being able to be the ones to raise my babies and be there with them all day every day. However when you don't have a adult conversation or interaction for quite some time it really weighs down in you! I am removing the curtains and starting to do things for myself so I don't feel in this rut anymore. I have recently started doing Zumba and I am loving it. Today I decided I'm taking this whole new outlook in my life to the next step. So I signed up to start selling Mary Kay. To be around other strong and empowering women while being surrounded by other women with the same goal as mine. To feel pretty and part of something. I am so excited to start this new chapter of my life while still being able to be with all my babies full time. Wish me luck!